LinLin'S bLoG

chinese new year

2012-01-29T23:47:00.002+08:00

Happy lunar chinese new year!!!
time flies, now is the 7th day of chinese which is consider ren ri.. so fast that jan is ending soon too..
i should focus on what i should do and make myself worthwhile..
is been a mth or so without contacting him, sometimes do miss him but no point ba.. cos he is not making any effort of doing so.. sigh..
soon it is the 30th day of jan and it is starting to work again.. gonna do my best in work and earn more money as much as possible.. :)

days without msging him..

2011-11-18T23:23:00.001+08:00

This is the third week of November..end of third week.. is been weeks that i din msg him asking him why he do this?is this consider cheating my feelings.. why he cant make up his mind of like one person? or he should say he dun have feel for me anymore.. duno why have such feelings and do stupid things.. isit that when u fall in love, u will do stupid things and things that you never do before. i suppose so..

thinking now, i feel no point.. he dun bother, y must i bother.. if he wants the friendship back,he will.. if he dun wan or dun feel like, will like to tell him, for all this long years, after graduation, is the first time or is the time that i contact a guy as fren in my poly days but a totally different course.. is like a experience for me to talk to a guy i once liked during poly days before i met my ex bf. but now already over and i been thinking f what should i do.. i can remain him as friends but wad's his thinking?? i duno.. cos he once said : " am i wrong to contact you? should i jus ignore you? it seems tryin to stay as frd with you is making feel more hurt than comfort.." and can even ask me about my opinion of what he should do?? with these questions, he ask, i was thinking.. did he ever contact me as a frd? understand he is busy.. but he sure or everyone sure do have the time to do other things like sms, toilet break, eat, sleep, n so for.. no time to contact? or even a sms is better.. mayb he is right that all friends dun always contact.. if there is no contact, does that mean it has become strangers? i do feel that but he did say if this is what i think or feel, is up to me to feel this way..i do feel that it is jus like a stranger to me cos if one sided wanna b frds but the other dont, it seems like no point stayin up as friends??

sigh.. if he has a heart to contact, he will.. dun think he will.. he is happily attached and movin on with his life so well and happy at all times.. how abt me? i wanna b more happier than him.. with or without him, i can b more happier more happier than him..

days past, when my cousin send me this song:-someone like you by adele.. i wanna dedicated to him too but i feel he wun think tt way cos the feeling is different and he is happily now ...and also he listen this song from his gf.. so i suppose he has changed.. feel so much difference and alot of changes once he is attached.. if he say he is not, need him to prove to let me see. :(

Quotes about goodbye

2011-11-03T01:12:00.001+08:00

some quotes about goodbye...

" Don't be dismayed by good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again after moments or lifetimes is certain for those who are friends."
Richard Back

" Never say good-bye because good-bye means going away, and going away means forgetting."
Peter Pan

" Never say goodbye when you still want to try, never give up when you still feel you can't take it. Never say you don't love the person anymore when you can't let go."

jus wanna say

2011-10-23T01:50:00.004+08:00

so random and so sudden.. wanna tell him i do really miss him and wanna love him too.. i do miss the times that we chat on phone during wee hours.. even though the next day is a working day.. we can chat anything.. everything about himself, myself.. even askin me to forget my ex, my past too.. he even say this to me, if no one wants me, he wants.. is he jus sayin and making me happy or he did really like me or what?? thinking y he can't be serious and why he give up so easily..thinking that i reject him.. anyway now i think back, y i fall for him? isit that i have a crush on him before in poly days.. and wanna know him more.. know him wad kind of person is he.. all along, i only know he is a nice guy, wun hurt girl's feelings but i think i m wrong.. he hurt me.. :( think most guys do ya..
moreover, i think what he say is different from what he is now.. he is attached now which i still cannot believe..
i try to like other guys but there is no feelings for them..
there is no right time to talk what i wanna say.. cos he is attached and is over..
frens?? i duno e we still frens.. cos of the msg he told me.. he told me this, "well, if you are my gf, u also wouldn't want other gal who like me to be in contact with me right? " i told him, ya but that doesn't mean u can't have frens.. i have not contact him for weeks till about 1 month.. jus today i msg him, but den he always busy as usual which he can't change, i think as he say this.. he say this to me, life can't be balance by just a day or so. it need a reasonable frame. such can't do so if commitment remain unchange without lowering of load. thinking wad commitment he have so i ask him..
he told me if he is free, he will let me know.. i feel that it is impossible.. cos he is always busy with his work, studies.. stress over it.. and somemore dating too..(which i still cant believe) sigh..cannot believe still have to believe.. cos he love her more than he have feelings for me ba.. why i still cannot get over him?? i tot i m and wanna treat him how i treat him last time.. but somehow there is something block inbetween.. isit cos he is attached and he is busy?? y am i always the one to take imitative to msg him to chat.. from the first day i talk to him on phone, think he only call twice and rest is i will call unless he is free.
god, do let me know who is the one??is there a miracle? i jus wanna find a guy like him who i like n he like me to lead a simple, sweet life..

2011-10-17T16:56:00.002+08:00

Happy 30th Birthday to me !!! ..haha
I think i dun like i m 30 lo..haha.. so fast time flies... now i need to relax and enjoy every moment before anything happen.. :)
amd hope my head tt "pimple" will disappear..not swollen and everything will be fine..
i wish everyone will b happy and enjoy to the fullest.. god bless..

Just one last dance

2011-10-13T00:17:00.001+08:00

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance

We meet in the night in the Spanish cafe
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
Tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
Our love has finished forever

How I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
How I wish we make it through

[Chorus:]
Just one last dance
Before we say goodbye
When we sway and turn round and round and round
It's like the first time
Just one more chance
Hold me tight and keep me warm
Cause the night is getting cold
And I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance

The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
But I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love

There's no way to come with you
It's the only way to do

[Chorus 3x (until fade)]

Just one last dance, just one more chance, just one last dance

I'll find you in my heart..

2011-10-12T23:52:00.001+08:00

Hey Hmmmmmm

What ever happened to our lovescene
Somethin' that we may never know
The touch of your tender hands
That once curess your soul
But I never thought a day you have to go

I will always find you in my heart
No matter if we're near or if you're far
I just have to close my eyes
Just make a wish, I see you there
And all my dreams come true
(Whenever you're not right here by my side)
Then I know forever you'll be mine
No matter if you're close or far
I'll find you in my heart

Walking alone I hear your footsteps
Lyin' alone and feel your breath, uuhh
(Lyin' alone I feel your breath)
Wish I could turn back time
When love was also mood
And I realize I miss the times with you

I will always find you in my heart
No matter if you're near or if you're far
I just have to close my eyes
Just make a wish, I see you there
And all my dreams come true
(Background)
Then I know forever we'll be mine
No matter if you're close or far
I'll find you in my heart

I'm not gonna let the pain displace be
I'll do everything I've got to do to
hold you near and find you in my heart
I never believed that friends and lovers
simply walk away
So I ask of you (ask of you)
If the love was true (love was true)
Why couldn't you just stay (couldn't you stay)
Yeahyyeah

I will always find you in my heart
No matter if you're near or if you're far
I just have to close my eyes
Just make a wish, I see you there
And all my dreams come true
(And all my dreams come true)
Then I know forever you'll be mine
No matter if we're close or far
I'll find you in my heart

Baby, baby, baby I know
I will always, I will always find you in my heart
I just have to close my eyes
Make a wish, I see you there
And all my dreams come true
I will always, I will always find you in my heart
No matter if you're near or if you're far
I'll find you in my heart
No matter if you're near or if you're far
I'll find you in my heart

........

2011-10-04T00:50:00.001+08:00

thinking thru i need to stop thinking abt him..he is the past/gone.. friends or not to be friend, i realli duno..
with him, i feel happy but without him, i feel emo.. but i know he is always busy, and a happy life ahead..
starting to have tears again.. duno y.. emo? heart sank? heart already sank n duno when can i get up n b strong again.. y i always feel so weak.. y i cant fall for the guy i like n he like me??
wher is my fate?? how do fate come by??i did miss the train not once but twice.. been having this mistake again and again.. now i rather let go and think my own things, family, my life.. wish i can do it..
listening to class 95 while wiritng blog.. the song title open arms is nice.. i was listening to it while writing. n worst is i cry.. jus tears falling down.. :(

sorry peeps for those who are reading.. i m too emotional tt's y will get emo easily..

quote

2011-10-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

remember this quote send by Vinson(my polymate) saying this to me.. " there is no wrong turn, only wrong thinking on the turn our life has taken.." (heart sank)

Testing

2011-09-30T11:38:00.001+08:00

Woohoo!! Testing on iPhone writing blog..will it just like the same as when I m using laptop??hope it does..
Hmm...I think I win toto on thur..not much cos only 4 numbers..need to cfm with my mum tonight..if I did win,oh this is the first time I win $50-$60 dollars ba. Is my luck is here?? Can I b happier than ever?? I hope I m..
god bless... :)

sunny day

2011-09-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

Work is never ending.. backlogs of work.. sometimes blur, mixed up, do not know which one to start first...
hopefully what i do for the next few days is organized, as my leave is here soon... can rest one day..
today was busy as usual.. rushing my work and somehow do my things slow in doin.. but this is not the right attitude to work at ya... must jia you in my work so that my backlogs can up to date..
rushing thru work and once the time reach 6/6.15, i left office to rush to watch movie name REAL STEEL.. is nice.. rating 7.8-8.5/10... Atom, Noisy boy, Zeus are the names of the robots which i remembered.. nice, cool, the mechanics of the robots.. damn nice.. till the end of the movie, i nearly cried.. tears wanna flow but stop myself as i have make up.. haha.. is quite touching as his son is teaching his dad what to do and not to b stubborn.. know what you want before you know what to do.. this sentence is somehow the same what they have mentioned in the movie..
in life, is true that you must know what you want, before acting/doing on it.. if you do not know, and you just do it, you will get things wrong.. do not fear, do what you need and want to do.. and just do it.. :)

this is what the movie is about..
“Real Steel” is an action drama about a former boxer (Hugh Jackman) who, against all odds, gets one last shot at a comeback when he teams up with his estranged son (Dakota Goyo) to build and train the perfect contender for the new high-tech sport of robot boxing.

Listen lyrics...

2011-09-25T17:03:00.001+08:00

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/beyonce-lyrics/listen-lyrics.html)
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

Pretending (glee lyrics)

2011-09-24T18:00:00.001+08:00

Face to face and heart to heart
We're so close yet so far apart.
I close my eyes
And look away
That's just because I'm not okay.

But I hold on
I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong.

(Chorus)
Will we ever say the words we're feeling?
Reach down underneath
And tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have a happy ending?
Or will we forever only be pretending?
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-a-always a-a-a-a-always be
pretending?

How long do I fantisize
Make believe that it's still alive?
Imagine that, I am good enough
And we can chose, the ones we love.

But I hold on
I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong.

(Chorus)
Will we ever say the words we're feeling?
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/glee-cast-lyrics/pretending-lyrics.html ]
Reach down underneath
And tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have a happy ending?
Or will we forever only be pretending?
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be
pretending?

Keeping secrets safe
Every move we make.
Seems like no ones letting go
And it's such a shame
'Cause if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know?

(Chorus)
Will we ever say the words we're feeling?
Reach down underneath
And tear down all the walls?
Will we ever have a happy ending?
Or will we forever only be pretending?
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be...
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be...
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be
pretending?

time flies......

2011-09-23T01:01:00.001+08:00

time flies..have you ever wondered what you have achieved, what you had done, wad makes u happy,sad and also what you have lost?
for me, i guess i have lost someone as in lost him to someone kinda of way.. do not know why he say he like me but jus not contacting for weeks or a month, he fall for someone else so deep.. if i m not wrong, he did say he like me(have a crush in me in poly) but now he say actualli he like the girl first n not me.. i m puzzled.. duno wad is he thinking of.. sudden missing him.. i also duno y..
y i feel that i m always lost of love... finally can like someone but he like someone else.. guess i lost to the girl he like.. sigh.. i feel jealous when he with his gf.. i jus duno y.. now feel like crying while i m writing.. oh man.. i need to b strong.. omg.. getting late again.. is time to sleep..

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2011-09-22T01:14:00.001+08:00

he msg me asking me still frds?? if not let him know so that he can dun disturb me.. but was thinking, will he ever disturb me even though we r frds?? i tot i m always the one who initiate to contact with him.. he never keep in contact with me before from the day i know him..he is someone who is very busy, cant he have some time out to keep in touch with frds if he wanna keep me as frd? anyway i replied, yah.. still friends.. (i ask my cousin, she say is polite, nice n sweet reply) before this question ask, he ask me another question which is what's the cold shoulder for the past one month? i was thinking y he ask me.. i din ask nor reply him cos i feel there is no reply or ans..if he wants a friendship with me, he should keep in contact with me.. to me in my heart, he will always a friend to me.. someone who never contact me friend.. hehe..
wad are friends to u?? u r open minded, u should know.. u also know how to think.. i m not him, i been hurt at least i m single.. but u.. u r attached n i suppose u dun get much hurt as me.. even though u have, is this the way to hurt someone who like u? though feelings still there, how i wish it can b faded now and gone..

i also duno wad i am talking about.. if u dun understand, is okie.. just thoughts that come out from my heart..
is late, time to slp.. :)

jia you... :)

wishes for them..

2011-09-19T00:50:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Adrian Loh and Bee Ling... newly weds.. 

all the best to them.. and have a blessed marriage.. :)

As long as you're there

2011-09-18T15:21:00.004+08:00

All my life I’ve waited for the right moment to let you know,
I don’t wanna let you go,
But now I’ve realized there’s just no perfect time
To confess how I feel,
This much I know is real

So I’ll refuse to waste one more second without you knowin’ my heart
Baby, ‘cause I don’t need anything else but your love,
Nothing but you means a thing to me,
I’m incomplete
When you’re not there,
Holding me, touching me I swear
All of the rest could just disappear
And I wouldn’t even care,
As long as you’re there.

Take these words,
Don’t let them go unheard,
This is me reaching out,
I hope you can hear it now
‘Cause, baby my heart said stay,
Take it, it’s yours to break
I’d rather try and lose,
Than keep this love from you, yeah

So I’ll refuse to waste one more second without you knowin’ my heart
Baby, ‘cause I don’t need anything else but your love,
Nothing but you means a thing to me,
I’m incomplete
When you’re not there,
Holding me, touching me I swear
All of the rest could just disappear
And I wouldn’t even care,
As long as you’re there.

Each day and night,
That I’ve kept this a secret,
It’d kill me; it’s time to share what I feel inside

I don’t need anything else but your love,
Nothing but you means a thing to me,
I’m incomplete
When you’re not there,
Holding me, touching me I swear
All of the rest could just disappear
And I wouldn’t even care,
As long as you’re there...

As long as you’re there...
Ohh...

heartbroken

2011-09-14T23:17:00.001+08:00

Seems so long since i last update.. somewhere, somehow i wish i can have a happy life, being with someone to have a simple life, love someone but the answer is always no.. have i made the wrong move for not accepting him in the first place? i only wanna know how much he like me?isit wrong to do so?liking/loving someone,i feel tired to do so... y he need to listen to me, isit tt if i ask him to do other stuff like helping me or do things for me, will he do it.. jus cos of his happiness, he wants, he do it.. how abt me? ever know how i feel ? does he have a heart with feelings or a heart with no feelings? thinking y i cry for him, y i shed tears for him, y only have memories with him not the real things? i feel so stupid to have fall for him..ask me to accept and move on, he is not hurting tt's y he say this to me.. he will b having a happy life, as for me, i will but is only a matter of time to do it.. show him the strength and b strong, wad for? will i speak to him in future if he realli ignore me? i duno mayb unless i m married ba.. or unless i m attached..as i told him that he will know someone he will never know.. mean that i may not b the person he met before.. show him wad i can get and have.. i will love myself more than i love him.. will i do it? i duno cos anytime, anywher i will think of him..
duno y i can lose to her?jus cos i din accept him in the first place? can't i know whether is he really love me anot...
was thinking how come i always have such problem and think such things.. cant i have it simple and lead with a blissful relationship(once i have)??i realli wish that..

hmmm.....

2011-09-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

saw this line from a speaker post ..it says "here's the key to unlocking your charisma: focus on making others feel good about themselves rather than trying to make them feel good about you.. "i find it meaningful.. it is from eric feng.

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2011-08-30T15:21:00.003+08:00

what it means when a guy say this to u.. " you can't imagine how sad am i to make you feel that way." i do not know why he need to say this sentence to me when he is not sad, as i cannot see it in my own eyes. why can't he say it in my own eyes and to me? when he is happily attached and enjoying his life and move on.. i know i wanna to, therefore trying to date guys out and been going out late but seems it doesn't work..cos heart is not there..not happy i suppose.. i know i can't be emo or unhappy due to him, without him i can b happier.. i m now but not as happy as him i suppose..no more thinking of him, think of other things better.. duno i can do it anot... i feel is jus like when breaking up with ex.. since so long, dun think abt it le.. tired..

hm... yeah!! gg for steamboat or hot pot soon.. write again tonight if possible... :)

monday 29 Aug

2011-08-30T01:17:00.003+08:00

finding songs that use to listen in youtube.. wow find a few and post it in fb..
busy day at work.. super, have to lunch in and walk here and there..dun think can rest too.. till the end, jus wanna rush everything that need to do today and make it finish and leave for movie.. hehe..watching smurf's village with cousins and family.. nice, cute and funny movie... everyone must watch.. :) but feel sorry for my frens.. i doesnt mean not to meet up with them, is jus tt my family and cousins ask to meet.. will make up for them ya.. :)
happy smurf day.. :)

two weeks past

2011-08-28T22:46:00.003+08:00

oh two weeks le, not contacting him.. but somehow he activate his fb i suppose, but till now i have not confirm him, i will confirm him when my feelings is better.. though i did browse thru his profile.. he did fb msg me askin me how am i? i din reply.. cos i duno how to.. i dun wan to get hurt whenever bgr is happen to me.. but somehow i will feel tt.. easy to fall in love but now i dun get the feeling anymore.. hard for me to fall for someone now..

time flies.. is getting late and tml haf to work whereas some ppl no need to... i need to go early too, hope i can do it.. cos there is too much things for me and i need to leave early for movie.. smurf's village movie.. hehe.. so happy.. :) anyway hope good things happen to me.. god bless..

is been a week plus

2011-08-24T23:36:00.001+08:00

time flies... is been a week plus since i did not contact him..feel like msging him but i cant cos i know myself.. i still have feelings for him.. though i know he has no feelings and is happily attached ba.. how can he not know how i feel... if he knows, y he do this to me?i do know that i need to be happier than him..make myself busy but somehow, u will still think of it.. thinking, y i fall for him and i dun tell him till when he fall for someone else than i let him know and i am the one that to get hurt? he is happily and i kinda of suffering and have to move on.. tryin to like someone but seems hard for me, cos the feeling for him is too way deep just like how i love my ex bf.. someone my ex is in the past.. i use abt 2-3 yrs to forget him.. he is the one who enter into my part of story and make me forget my ex.. but now is all too late cos he is attached happily..and i m feeling hurt and heartbroken... :(

i wanna b happier than him though i m not attached.. not gg to fall in love easily.. making frens is better and enjoy myself. to slim down, tone up myself, upgrade myself too..make myself worthwhile and make him regret? i also duno.. hope i can do it.. though i know i still have feelings for him... :)

Day 2

2011-08-16T22:18:00.002+08:00

Day 2 for not contacting him..
is sunny day.. busy working as usual.. must buck on my backlog of work.. must keep in track to get efficient .. learn new jobscope at work.. though sleepy due to learn after lunch, but i need to know and understand what is going on my jobscope..make myself successful..and earn more money..
wanna improve my lifestyle, have more happiness without him...wanna wish him, but i feel is a waste of time wishing him.. since he is not the guy i know.. i tot he is the one but nw i feel he is not..though i hope he is.. but no hope now.. so make myself happier and lively.. have fun too.. :) but still i will always treat him as a fren.. a fren who need help, listening ear, a shoulder to cry on.. i will try my best to help him no matter what.. but in the meantime, i will stop till i m ready..
paisei if my english is broken..

Day 1

2011-08-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

Day 1 for not contacting him..a bit weird but still okie.. was thinking, whether to make one person to regret, seems abit hard.. this is how i feel.. cos he/she might not b bother.. thinking of wad for to show him the strength..i rather not contacting him not to make myself sad, or unhappy.. thinking of the msg he send saying, "u can't imagine how sad am i to make u feel that way." wad he means? he is not hurting, i m.. sigh..he is having a happy life i suppose.. i can too but not with him.. (which i wanna but guess is impossible ba)

is raining while gg to work.. been busy at work.. been having backlogs nowadays.. i need to buck up on my work.. wad i wan to do.. make myself worthwhile.. (not lazy of cos) hahaha..there are so many things to think about it.. wanna make mysef happy and not emo anymore.. these few days i feel i m not me.. out of sudden, wanna learn alot of things.. either on work or general.. :)
i must jia you.. happy days ahead.. :)

More on marina bay sands pic on 11 june

2010-06-12T15:50:00.033+08:00

finally upload finish on my pics i took yesterday... i was walking along the helix bridge while waiting for my uni fren to off work as she work at marina bay sands.. as we both are attending one of our uni fren wedding.. so i take my own time to take pic while waiting... nice rite?? hahaha.. so happy for myself.. keke..

random pics (scenery from millenia tower 39th storey and jalan besar)

2010-05-17T22:45:00.010+08:00

nice scenery... hehehe... love it!!!!

seoul yummy at clark quay during april

2010-05-17T22:32:00.008+08:00

have dinner with cousin n sis at clark quay...have a nice outing tt nite too... :P

marina bay sands

2010-05-01T00:26:00.001+08:00

Here are some pics that i took from my digital camera t marina bay sands.. abit blur.. but still looks nice.. :)

shanghai nite on 16 April (company event)

2010-04-29T22:47:00.021+08:00

Here are some pics i took during company event at zirca...having fun and walking ard taking pics with colleagues.. :)

lost love poem from youtube..

2010-04-13T23:42:00.004+08:00

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to

Though that doesn’t mean that we’ve stopped loving them …

Or we stopped to care...

Sometimes goodbye

Is a painful way to say I love you

But how can I forget you when...

Your always on my mind...

How can I not want you when

Your all I want inside?

How can I let you go when

I can’t see us apart?

How can I not love you when

You control my heart?

The worst thing is holding on to someone

Who doesn’t want to be held on to

Real tears are those that fall from the eyes

And cover the face….

But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul

Sometimes I wish I had never met you...

Because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there

I don’t know what to do now that we’re apart;

I don’t know how to live without the other half of my heart.

Maybe if I had just looked away

That first night you came towards me...

Everything would be different and my heart wouldn’t be breaking right now

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh..

But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry

A million words wouldn’t bring you back

I know because I tried

Neither would a million tears

I know because I cried

They say that if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when they don’t come back

I don’t try to remember us but when I do..

It brings a smile to my lips and a tear to my eye.

I will never regret loving you

Only believing you loved me too.

How can I love again when I can’t stop loving the one that hurt me so much?

My heart only fought for what it wanted. Now my heart is having to fight to let you go.

Every moment I spend by your side, I feel a stab within my heart

As I come to realize that the tears that fall from my eyes are truly the blood from my broken heart

Every morning, I wish it were night again, for It is only at night and in depth of my dreams that I can feel you

If you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you, it was truly meant to be.

They say “never regret the past because at one point everything was what you wanted” but what if what I wanted then makes me cry.

I thought I would die if I couldn’t have you. Now that I know I can’t have you, death seems inferior.

I cried when I knew I lost you, afraid I had lost it all. Then I realized that losing you, didn’t have to mean I lost me.

Only love can break a heart; only love can mend it again.

How can I see what’s in front of me, when I’m blinded by tears

Love will come and go, but your heart will remain in you forever. ..

graduate

2010-03-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

finally graduate le.. been so long and now i m free for studies again..keke... have to work hard and strive for my goals... had some pics but will wait for my frens to send it to me.. hehe..

哭过就好了

2009-12-15T14:51:00.001+08:00

不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说你会这麽做是我的错
哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
不是为了争吵为了调头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏
的失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

on a yacht trip on 28 nov

2009-12-14T11:02:00.040+08:00

went for a trip on a yacht...so nice..with nice sea breeze and weather till the night..my first experience on a yachtand i tot i will have seasick but no, i m not.. but lucky me, did bring sweets for them who have seasick...have bbq food on yacht and see fireworks at sentosa too..take lots of pics too..hehe..was infront of the yacht the whole night eating, lookin at the stars and chit chatting too...it was a tiring day but it was fun...hehe..hope do haf the second time ya.. :)

dreams!!! tiring day..

2009-11-28T00:16:00.008+08:00

is been 3 yrs since break up..i do think of him sometimes..ppl told me not to think of him, let him go...ya i know but somehow he is appearing in my dreams again..wanna know y..but i duno..sometimes i do wanna forget him as i guess he already forget me, who i am le..just wanna become another person that no one knows...

i feel tired now..whenever i think of him, i find it what's the point, as is been so long and is no use clinging on someone who dun appreciate you and wun find time to say things properly to u.. i am not those ppl who have capable minds and know what he say..since he once told me, communication is impt.. so tot he will tell me what he mean but i doubt so..

wah..past these two weekends are tiring for me, been out most of times with my fren, yannee, sis and chalotte..going out shopping, chilling out, taking pics to the place that we never been to..taking sceneries too ..i find it so nice when taken... :)

i shall blog whenever i can, i find it nice and will post some pics up soon... :)

:)

2009-11-05T01:06:00.002+08:00

oh....is been so long since i last blog.. hehe...wad's happening to me? wad's goin on ??
i also duno.. only one day by one day over...working and nothing else ba.. erm...studyin just finishin... waiting for results now... sigh.. hope can pass... :)
kk will stop here..too sleepy le.. :)

finally blog

2009-09-26T01:18:00.003+08:00

wah...so long din blog le..wad's going on with my life.. work, work , study ,study lo..wad to do..
so excited that i can help out in my cousin's wedding..first time be jie mei..hope everything goes well on tt day..
not much happening le..but will try my best to upload or write some posts up...
short n simple..as i m very tired le..i need sleep..argh...

????

2009-06-08T22:44:00.001+08:00

sigh is the word i wanna say...

pics from batam..

2009-06-08T21:20:00.015+08:00

above are some pics that i took at batam..hehe..those are scenery..i upload a few of the pics that i like.. :)
though is just two days one night, i feel quite relaxed..as no need to think so much ..but those who went there, mostly are couples..next time will go with loved one... :)

我不是你想像那么勇敢

2009-05-03T12:46:00.001+08:00

有时候太坚强笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处 OH~
你不要追问我还缺了些什麽

每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

妥协

2009-03-28T00:36:00.001+08:00

妥协

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

Attitude towards life

2009-03-08T13:57:00.002+08:00

I come across one of my fren facebook notes..which he wrote on attitude towards life..i find it meaningful so i update it.. :P

Attitude Toward Life
If there's one thing I've learnt in life, it's that we cannot prevent things from turning out unfavorably. No matter how strictly we stick to our regimes, no matter how much money we
try to save, and regardless of how much effort we invest in something, at various points in life, things will go wrong.

Whatever your fitness routine or your diet, your health may take a sudden turn for the worse. Your plans might be derailed. Your relationship might hit a snag. The economy might take a severe plunge. There is an infinite number of unfortunate scenarios that might take hold of your life at any time, and threaten to knock you off your path of happiness and mental tranquility.

Man is indeed a remarkable creature, but even he cannot control his environment. We cannot hope to hold on to our financial assets forever, but we can be creative when the economy
takes a downturn. We may wake up one day to find that our partner does not want to be with
us any longer, but we can let our faith and courage in love and respect for ourselves open up pathways to a new relationship.

The important thing is not to lose hope, and to always adopt a positive outlook towards
whatever life throws up. This attitude towards life is more crucial than wealth, education, failures, achievements, or what other people say or do to you. It is the one lifeboat that will never fail to surface out of the stormy seas into which you will occasionally be cast. And if you allow it to, this lifeboat will take you to new shores.

Attitude is how we respond to things that occur in life. We can react with anger, with shock,
with hatred and resentment. We may react with crippling depression or aimless desperation. Or we can choose to respond with courage and conviction that life can and will be better.
The past and future are out of our hands. There is no way we can reach back in time to rectify past mistakes or hold on to bygone pleasures. Needless to say, the future is full of inevitable twists and turns that eternally elude us.

And people will do, say, and think what they want. You cannot influence that. But you don't have to let their words and actions affect you. You alone are responsible for your own happiness. We cannot dictate the direction the wind takes, but we can adjust the sails.

SET YOUR FIGHTING SPIRIT ABLAZE!!!

hehe...jia you!!

busy

2009-02-15T00:06:00.002+08:00

is been some time since i last blog..so busy with work n studies..once back from work, on facebook n play n dun feel like bloggin le..sian..hehe.. :P
time flies so fast..new yr is over..so is valentine's day..have fun in new yr but sudden no mood as mayb as time goes by, everyone is getting older and older that there is not much celebration...
as for valentine, no valentine and i m busy studyin for exam on sunday..keke..
anyway everyday is valentine..is how u see n feel about it ba..
will load pics when i blog again den..keke..

new look on myself..

2008-11-23T11:22:00.007+08:00

Above pics, are my recently pics that i took..with and without makeup..hehe..

i m pleased with my new looks but still need to touch up when my hair is long...

hm..first time been to cityspace with my fren last night..is a romantic place and can see whole of orchard from high at 70 storeys..hehe..thanx to my fren..no wonder ask me to wear nice and presentable..heez...

time flies so fast...another month is here again..which is christmas..hehe..n chinese new yr too..wah...tt's fast..

hope coming year will b a good year to me...

Novemeber

2008-11-02T11:52:00.002+08:00

....Let your soul be full of peace and joy, and the outward surroundings and circumstances will be of little acount of you....

quote

2008-10-05T22:42:00.001+08:00

"The one who has lived well is the one who has laughed always and loved much..."

pics we took at double o n o bar..

2008-09-23T23:04:00.013+08:00

above the pics are some of it we took it when we are going to double o n o bar..though i was there a while but was fun..was fun takin pics..haha...quite some time never take pics le..hehe..

oh late le..duno wad to write le..as very sleepy so gonna sleep le..cont again..hehe..

The winner takes it all..

2008-09-22T00:09:00.003+08:00

song lyrics from the title - the winner takes it all

i don't wanna talk
about the things we've gone through
though it's hurting me
now it's historyi've played all my cards
and that's what you've done too
nothing more to say
no more ace to play
the winner takes it all
the loser standing small
beside the victory
that's her destiny
i was in your arms
thinking i belonged there
i figured it made sense
building me a fence
building me a home
thinking i'd be strong there
but i was a fool
playing by the rules
the gods may throw a dice
their minds as cold as ice
and someone way down here
loses someone dear
the winner takes it all
the loser has to fall
it's simple and it's plain
why should i complain.
but tell me does she kiss
like i used to kiss you?
does it feel the same
when she calls your name?
somewhere deep inside
you must know i miss you
but what can i say
rules must be obeyed
the judges will decide
the likes of me abide
spectators of the show
always staying low
the game is on again
a lover or a friend
a big thing or a small
the winner takes it all
i don't wanna talk
if it makes you feel sad
and i understand
you've come to shake my hand
i apologizeif it makes you feel bad
seeing me so tense
no self-confidence
but you see
the winner takes it all
the winner takes it all

i feel the above lyrics is meaningful..
in a relationship,there is always a winner and a loser..it is all a game..either u lose or win to save the relationship..some relationships, it took judge to see who is the loser n the winner..need to obey rules also..
is it the way it thinks??i duno but is wad i think ba..

boring sat??

2008-09-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

oh..weekend comin le..kinda of boring ah..tot got plans gg to east coast park to cycle but in the end never go n haf to stay home..gg for threading and get my fingernails trim as it is long..n stay home a while before i meet my cousin for dinner..she went to buy cargo so accompany her to get it..as i feel tired so is she, n we took cab home together as she haf cargo to take it home..

last night went double o with colleagues and haf fun and enjoy..was enjoying but receive one sms from someone saying finally home..i was thinking is the person sms to the wrong person..but in the end,i told myself not to msg back.n i did it..but few mins later,a msg received again..n is the same person..so as a fren, a nice person, i msg back..
being a nice person, a fren to him,i already give in to him and msg him as a fren..so i reply..anyway i do appreciate that he send me home..so i wun spend much on cab fare..

past few nights been dreaming alot of nice dreams...gettin marry n giving birth to cute babies..n also relationships are as good as before..never haf this dream before..duno y haf this dream..haha..isit gonna to settle down??but i haf not meet my right one so i doubt so..hehe..
all are dreams..but do dreams come true??who is the right person le..i also duno..till i meet one ba..

i feel so lost now..am i stupid?i cry,i duno y..tears just fall when i remember some things which is not gg to happen..but i know the feeling is not the same le..sigh..i m sad, lost..stupid...i give in but i get nothin back..guess i haf not been cryin for sometime..is the cry worth it??i realli duno le..
hope i will forget wad had happen..god bless..

......

2008-09-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

....looking at the pics that i haf in the past..make me think of him..sigh..
though i told myself i wan to to forget him...but in my heart he is still a friend n someone who i m very close with..thinking how i know him when we grew up and be together..it is such hm..duno how to desribe..hehe..but den now is over le..so i haf to lead a simple n happy life for myself..
wah..i told myself..so free to look at the pics for wad..haha..i will stop doin all this le..
start to do my project assignment le..haf to start faster n end faster n prepare for exams too..rite
i told myself that..i must...
tuesday a busy day for me..hopefully tml will b a better day not to stay till 9..as when reach home, so tired..dun feel like doin anything.hehe
nowadays feel so tired of everything..
yawnz...sleepy le..

is it monday blueeeee...

2008-09-15T22:53:00.003+08:00

think is time for me to write blog whenever i can le..hehe..
today is a ok day for me..y i say that..
normal n fine day for me..lucky today's work not as much but think tml will b more le..sigh..
sometimes do till sian as only listen to conversation nothing else..
just upload pics in my laptop but will post it when i haf the time ba..or maybe the next day..manage to get the pics from my colleague...heez..
is late le..time flies so fast..now abt 11.30 le..
intended to find research on my project but still haben find..this time doom le..must start faster wor..hehe..
n another thing is to either exercise or doin yoga again..
wad am i gg to do..hehe...
wah..took so long n think of wad am i gg to write..must start to do research le..
jiayou..

raining sunday

2008-09-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

today is mooncake festival..never go out celebrate so stay home the whole day watchin movie clips which my fren had upload to my laptop..this is the time of the day..my fren msg me askin out but i stay home n haf dinner with my dad..so never go lo..hehe..

as for yesterday (sat) i haf lesson from 2 to 6 pm n den went to haf dinner with my sis n cousin..one of my fren ask me to join them to play candles n lanterns..thinking of whether wanna go anot but in the end went if not i keep rejecting again..
before meeting up with them, i went to buy mooncakes for my sis n family to eat..n bought some clothes which cost me 129 bucks..so hurt pain leh..haf to spend so much on 3 tops only..
hehe..after that saw my frens who were also at bishan n i went up to say hi n tell them whether i am goin anot..they ask me to join as the more the merrier..hehe..so one of her frens fetch me home to put my mooncakes n clothes..n i hury down to their car n head to punggol park..hehe..
they play hunter n taboo and also not forgetting chit chat lo..nice knowing them as frens too...
too bad i m not sporty enuff..sigh..miss the games they playin but i did observe on how they play hunter..very funny see them fighting n defending themselves from being a hunter n guru..hehe..
and tat time i was msgin one of my close guy fren n den meet up with him for a chat..n we chat till 3-4 n he fetch me home..quite some time never see him liao..as he been flyin overseas to work..he say he is flyin again..duno when will get to see him again..hehe..

today evening raining..so cooling but in the morning weather was hot..hehe..
oh..sleepy leh..but haf to do my work soon ba..hopefully i can start my research soon..
lol

time flies..

2008-09-13T01:17:00.002+08:00

wah...is been so long since i blog again..no time for bloggin le..who will i know will b lookin at my blog..haha..kiddin to those who see my blog..think i should haf to take out some time to blog it le when i do haf the free time..
hm..time realli flies too fast le..since i blog till now has been..let's me see..guess is been abt coming to 6 yrs le..now i m stuck on wad i am gg to write le..everyday life..wad i m thinking..mayb hor..haha..
let's start today?opps how abt last sunday??
hm..wad i am doin last sunday..
last sunday i attended my ite cum poly fren's wedding..wow..she is so beautiful..everyone say every bride is very beautiful and i totally agree on it..duno when's my turn..hehe..
cannot find the right one so haf to see fate n wait lo..is on sunday and i m very tired though but still haf fun as never meet poly frens quite some time..we chat and drink thru the night.i din drink much but think drink too fast le..so get sober le..head was giddy and feel like sleeping the night.i reach home abt 3 am..lucky one of my poly fren send me home if not sleep in the hotel le..haha..so tired tt day n it looks like i m havin hang over so i din go work the next day..guess is my second time to get sober ba..hehe..it was great havin frens ard u ya..
will write my feelings out too..and i will try to write it out whenever i do have the time..
ppl who are looking at blog..dun laugh at it as i do know my english is not as good..pls 体谅 wor..
:)
oh is getting late le..haf to get a good nite sleep..hehe..
:P

.....

2008-09-06T11:00:00.002+08:00

In, through, and with God, we need not worry about tomorrow, we need only to live this one day...

August...

2008-08-03T12:36:00.002+08:00

ceasing to worry, leaving the future to god who controls the future......

July Month

2008-07-03T11:02:00.004+08:00

In the course of life, whether you are happy or unhappy

will depend on your attitude in dealing with the events of life

rather than on the natures of those events themselves..

Month of June

2008-06-22T16:25:00.001+08:00

"Happiness is where you feel deeply, enjoy simply, think freely, to love and be loved"

Congrats

2008-06-22T16:22:00.005+08:00

Congrats to myself!!!!

Congrats to me on MAY 21st 2008..

i did it..

haha..

busy schedule

2008-04-24T22:36:00.003+08:00

have not been bloggin for the past few weeks i suppose..
as i been busy working late, very late till i reach home..as i change my job scope and been so kind of boring...haha..cant imagine i haf to work till 2am one day when i reach home..it was damn tired n sleepy..though is just one day work till 2am,the other of the days need to get back home ard 11-12pm or even 1am..haiz is the word i can say..but now i think career is part of my life le..
all those busyness make me feel i haf no time for my ownself to enjoy..but still i can still manage to find time to do wad i wan to do..hehe..
now study is comin..haf to do my pre assignment soon..but den whenever i reach home,i am damn tired of doin it..n now i still online to blog n chat online..haha..sigh..waste time..
must get hold of the time le..time flies very fast...just one blink,time is gone..everything is gone..hehe..
hope everything goes well for me..n can get my dream job..
:P

A passage from my friend..

2008-04-07T23:49:00.001+08:00

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, to teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you know that at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles, you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity - all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life and the successes and downfalls you experience - they are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.

Pics on McLaren Mercedes F1 Car Live in Action

2008-04-01T22:50:00.011+08:00

Last sunday i suppose..forget the date le..was a hot n sunny day..went with my fren to take a look at McLaren Mercedes F1 car live in action..hehe..

though the weather is hot,but i feel is a worth..can see the cars drive here n there..i suppose is test drive..

above are some pics on it..hehe..

never write much as i feel so tired..been sleeping late on thur till sun..so sleepy..must get more sleep..

23rd of Feb at AirShow

2008-03-02T20:28:00.028+08:00

Last Sat went to airshow with one of my colleague.it was a sunny day..so hot till everyone is perspiring..my face were red after i left the airshow..saw the A380 aeroplane..never been to this event and is my first time attending..there were a lot of ppl squeezing here n there..n weather is damn hot that i feel like fainting..sigh..but is a good experience to go the places i have not been to..though is far but still a happy trip.. :D

after goin to airshow..i went to see movie..title is P.S I LOVE YOU..

is a touching show..which tells us to treasure everyone regardless u r in love or not..

there is always someone who i truly treasure n ever in my heart..only he himself know n do know he dun care but still i just say out from my feelings den.hiding feelings is so terrible..

of cos family is always the first one..hehe..

hope that i will get my day happier n ever..

我介意

2008-02-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

其实我的安静有迹可寻
只是你不太留心而已
如果说两个人在一起
比一个人孤寂
爱会不会过期

渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说留言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的会不会就是你

我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下该迁就还是一笑而罢
HA``HA ``HA

渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说留言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的会不会就是你

我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢

我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了他
介意你还放不下

One more time..

2008-02-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

Is a nice and smoothing song..
sometimes how i wish or feel that there is one more time..

One More Time

I lie half awake, late at night
I reach out to touch you
feel you by my side
and I reach, and I reach,
but I never get to feel you
Will I ever get to feel you again, again

Just one more time
One more moment
To take you in my arms
One more chance
One more kiss
Before I wake to find you gone
One more time
Before I have to face another day,
and my heart breaks again

It's only a dream
but it's all so real
Don't want it to end
but I know it will
So I pray, and I pray
Every night I'm on my kness
Begging for the chance to see you
again, again

Just one more time
One more moment
To take you in my arms
One more chance
One more kiss
Before I wake to find you gone
One more time
Before I have to face another day,
and my heart breaks again

Oh one more time
Before I have to face another day,
and my heart breaks again
again...

finally

2008-02-18T22:56:00.004+08:00

oh finally..haha..can get down to think n write wad i been thru..
busy with work n of cos not forgetting of getting a licence lo..i told myself if first attempt cant make it,go for the second one till i get it..
cny is here again as well as 2008 but time flies..new year finishing soon too..realli time flies so fast..cant even haf the time to do the things u wanna to learn..cant even finish the work u do too..is like so many things to do..cant even say a word to describe..will load some pics when i blog again ba..as is getting late le..
quite alot of new things happen..like got two interns in our dept..as well as a newcomer too..
my jobscopes changes too..last time focus on two parts of jobscopes and now fully under one jobscope..at least i can finish my work on time..but still need to teach one of my colleagues who is takin over my work.
cny is been a busy day for us to go visiting my aunts and uncles..as grandma is not ard le..
i miss u,grandma
but den life still move on..learnin how to treasure alots of things too..not to think too much..let nature take its course ba..
so many things happen, i also cant say it out now though i got the time to sit down n write..haha..
mayb there is time ba..
kinda of miss someone..guess someone is movin on well ba..
happen to think of this phrase or sentence..u can't control ppl's life,they need to do wad they wish to too..and of cos not forgetting appreciate wad they do..

Pictures that we took during christmas dinner and eve..

2008-01-01T12:42:00.001+08:00

Above are the pics that i took on our office christmas dinner..we had our dinner at hardrock cafe..we haf a splendid dinner there and after dinner,went to watch movie call good luck chunk..is a funny show..there are some pics that i took inside but too bad haben upload it in my comp..hehe..will upload soon ba.. :P

the other pics that we took are in the office..we had half day on christmas eve but too bad,need to leave abt 4..same as new year eve too..haiz..make no sense havin half day..hahaha..

did i enjoy it?ok la..as long as i m outside..haha.. :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

2007-12-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

Here comes the disney christmas wishing everyone a

MeRrY cHrIsTmAs!!
Enjoy ur day..

HO HO HO!!!!

Merry christmas..received quite a number of presents and also give to quite a number of presents as well..hehe..must save up more so that i can afford to buy the things i want..haha..
Enjoy..

songs lyrics - to love you more..

2007-12-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

i will post up two lyrics song title - i love you and to love you more in different post..these two songs are meaningful to me..
firstly is i love you..
secondly is to love you more..

TO LOVE YOU MORE

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

enjoy reading!!!!
:)

songs lyrics by celine dion - i love you

2007-12-22T16:13:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU

I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should’ve made my move when you looked in my eyes
'cause by now I know that you’d feel the way that I do
And I’d whisper these words as you’d lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally find the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can’t move when I finally get to it
Just like a thousand times before

Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

Well maybe i, I need a little love yeah
And maybe i, I need a little care
And maybe i, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I’ll be there

I love you, please say
You love me tooPlease say you love me too
Till the end of time
These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Oh, I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby
Together, together, forever
Till the end of time
I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes
My baby

Boring day at home..

2007-12-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

is been so long since i blog..been busy at home n out with either colleagues or my friends..doin ot at work as well..must earn more money..tryin to get a job too..boosting up my career path..hope i can do it..alot of things to think abt too..life,finance,family,career path,health n lots of other things too..
alot of pics to upload but lazy..haha..will upload one day..
a boring saturday at home wrapping christmas presents..giving presents to some of my colleagues who are close to me..not forgetting some of my cousins too.. :)
still tryin to adapt the environment without someone..is been a yr le..but how come i cant but he can..do i still love him??i dunno now..i just wan to lead a life with happiness,simple..hopefully i can do it..still tryin my best to go for it..no worries for me as not much ppl see my blog ba..haha..
start reading a book called being happy..is a good book.. :)
so fast,christmas coming..how i wish i can celebrate with someone i love but is gone..hehe..
hm..dunno wad is my expression..haiz..but still wan him to take care of his health..u know who i am refering to,though i feel that we are stranger.. :P
stop here for the moment ba.
blog again.. :)

The Teddy Bear Show

2007-11-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

hehe..finally can post up some of the teddy bears into one whole pic le..yeah..i finalli done it..hahaha..
so happy for me..thanx for the help of one of my fren..take a look at it ba..
:D

The Singapore Teddy Bear Show 2007..

2007-11-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday The art house at the Old Parliament is experiencing the magical world of hand-crafted teddy bears as international award-winning soft sculpture artists gather here to show case their latest collections.

i was sick on that day but I still went down to see all the cute teddy bears..as i started to love teddy bears..it is fun making a bear of ur own..i haf made abt 4 bear, but it seems that I started to b lazy to make a bear now..hehe..above are the pics that i took when i was at the teddy bear fair..all bears come from UNITED STATES, JAPAN,KOREA,HONG KONG,GERMANY, n not forgetting SINGAPORE..It is an international bears gathering around in art house.. :D

not only big teddy bears..it has minature too..too bad is not in the pics above..will post it soon..

got polar bears too..it is my fav..must buck up on my making of bears le..haha..

above the pics are some of the teddy bears made by the artists..will post up more when i do my blogging again..hehe..

love the teddy bears..LOVE IT... :D

Meaningful song by jolin..

2007-11-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

非卖品

当时怎么爱上你的
朋友说的我微笑听着
爱情的剧本原来就没规则
现在变不重要了结局揭晓了
后来当朋友你我也只是说说

训练成好演员的我
说不遗憾是骗人的
那些爱与不爱还在整理着
我明白的只是谁来导演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼泪是我的快乐都假的

我想找个答案
如果爱被出卖到最后非卖品有什么剩下
太好强又太傻受了伤
当赠品留下包装的坚强
笑的那么自然悲伤也放进橱窗

爱没有答案
再倔强再不放到最后被看穿一个人逞强
说不恨是骗人
我不再隐瞒爱的伤痕
不舍转过身不必回头的承认
非卖品是爱最美的灵魂

Hopefully can see the chinese words that i post it..

Yoga Time

2007-10-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

oh sunday again..my yoga time..haha..but den i still cant remember the steps as past few days busy working..haiz..this time must real practice..but need to get yoga mat..hands n body all ache..very tired too after doin yoga and the perspiring makes u feel good too..
so sleepy..short blog today..haha..write again when i wan to..so tired n sleepy..
:D

MICKEY MOUSE..

2007-10-17T10:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
MAY MY WISHES COME TRUE..
BEST WISHES TO ME AND HOPE EVERYTHING TURN OUT WELL..

new phrase

2007-10-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

i came across this phrase..is it a phrase i dunno but look meaningful to me..

"Life still goes on...
when you didnt realise what you have untill it is gone.
when you realise that it is too late to say "Sorry".
When you realise that you have let silly things get to you.
But...
be sure to let people know how much you mean to them.
be sure to appreciate the things that you have.
be thankful of the little things that touched the heart"

"Right understanding starts with realizing that we are all individual and unique and that it is very easy to misunderstand each other. By understanding and respecting our differences we can truly build bridges that will unite us. Do you agree with me?"

Is there anyone or will there be anyone appreciate what you have done or what u do??accepting you as who you are too..no matter ur attitude,character and so on..or is it too late to let someone know..or anyone know..or he/she does not know you well enough tt's why he/she cant accept who you are..but if it is the problem..they should give themselves more time to spend with them and more time to learn,talk,to get to know each other more..am i right??
why never think before says n do??go n think ba.. :)
i dunno whether wad i say is right anot but it is my feeling which say out ba...

First time

2007-10-07T17:17:00.000+08:00

my first time..haha..first time at my age, i will feel wierd as is been so long when i intended to do it but i keep draggin..haiz..finally i passed and started to learn how to drive a car le..i am happy but nervous as i did not know anything about it..the clutch,accelerator, brake all this, i all need to practice alot and pass my test so that i can get my licence..hehe..but kinda of tired..my left leg feel kinda of tired,pain..haiz..think need someone to massage for me..hahahaa..yawnz..while writing this blog..so sleeping as last nite i sleep quite late..about 3 plus in the morning..
will try my best to get what i wan and do..hope everything goes well for me..alone and stronger..
:)

Garbage Trucks...

2007-10-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

I came across this email which i find it very meaningful and positive...
Below are the words..

Beware of Garbage Trucks
by David J. Pollay

How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood?
Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive
employee ruin your day? Unless you're the Terminator, for an instant
you're probably set back on your heels. However, the mark of a
successful person is how quickly he/she can get back her focus on
what's important.

Sixteen years ago I learned this lesson. I learned it in the back of a
New York City taxi cab. Here's what happened.

I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We
were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car
jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver
slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car's back end by
just inches!

The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident,
whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. My
taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was
friendly. So, I said, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost
ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!'

And this is when my taxi driver told me what I now call, 'The Law of the
Garbage Truck.'

Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage,
full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As
their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it. And if you let
them, they'll dump it on you. When someone wants to dump on you,
don't take it personally.

You just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on.
You'll be happy you did.
So this was it: The 'Law of the Garbage Truck.'
I started thinking, how often do I let Garbage Trucks run right over
me? And how often do I take their garbage and spread it to other
people: at work, at home, on the streets? It was that day I said,
'I'm not going to do it anymore.' I began to see garbage trucks. I
see the load they're carrying. I see them coming to drop it off. And
like my Taxi Driver, I don't make it a personal thing; I just smile,
wave, wish them well, and I move on.

One of my favorite football players of all time, Walter Payton, did
this every day on the football field.
He would jump up as quickly as he hit the ground after being tackled.
He never dwelled on a hit. Payton was ready to make the next play his
best.

Good leaders know they have to be ready for their next meeting.
Good parents know that they have to welcome their children home from
school with hugs and kisses.
Teachers and parents know that they have to be fully present, and at
their best for the people they care about.

The bottom line is that successful people do not let Garbage Trucks take
over their day. What about you? What would happen in your life,
starting today, if you let more garbage trucks pass you by?

You'll be happier. Here's my bet.

So.. Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance , TAKE IT!
If it changes your life , LET IT!
Nobody said it would be easy...
They just promised it would be worth it!

out at sentosa

2007-09-23T12:42:00.000+08:00

Above all the pics i took at sentosa..while we are having our team building,interact with our team members,play games and so on,i took quite a number of pics..some are blur as my skills are not up to standard yet..but will still keep improving my skills in taking my fav pics..though is not as good as other professional or so call professional but will do my very best..

The weather was a hot and sunny day..so hot till we cant resist and even buy ice cream to eat while we were finding other faciliators..we even go hiking at nature walk and dragon trail..hahah...as we couldnt find our faciliator..we took about an hour to reach our destination..we went to sit the skytrain n play the luge..too bad i never had my camera with me so can't take photos when i was takin sky train..wad a waste!!but i will go again and will take photos again..either on day time or night time..

we had fun though we are half dead...i haf to change team as one of the team members can't come..wad to do..no choice..and it was me who goin to change to other team..but afterall we haf fun throughout the day..

i even saw my frens there..one of them bring his dog rico(husky) too..

hm..let me recall wad game we played..and after each game, we had a clue to find the next facilitor to start a new game..

1. we went to sat skytrain and played the luge

2. played number games using our hands to add up to 21.(grp of 5 ppl)

3. finding 10 marbles in the place call herb and spice..(forget the actual name of the place)

team 3 find 8 marbles,team 2 find 6 marbles and lastly our team 5 marbles..and now left 5 marbles..hehe..

4. locating the numbers in sequence by touching it which is put on the floor by one of our facilitor..

5. taking photos at the word SILOSO..we need to stand by one letter to take each pic..

6. we play maths game which was they would gave 4 numbers and add up to 10.

7. after all this,we went back to siloso beach to gather together and played the last game which was need to wet the cloths and squeeze to the empty bottle with half filled..we are the first so we get the highest score on this..it was tiring,running here and there to pass the cloths to the starting point..

after all this games,we finally went to see the song of the sea..it was nice...

some of them went back home,some went back to chalet to clean themselves up..and after all this,we went to vivo city for our dinner..and went home after that..it was so tiring but fun..

will we have this outing again??hope so... :P

bottle tree park..

2007-09-20T12:23:00.000+08:00

Had dinner with chun,mingli n shawn (my poly mates) for dinner on thur nite..had a good dinner but den too rush for me..as i need to pack clothes for chalet on sentosa the next day..
This is the opening at the entrance at the bottle tree park..

This is the tree which look like bottle..hehe..pic is blur..sorry that my skills are not good..will improve...

this is the place wher we sit when we havin dinner..

Grandma's Memorial Service 17th to 21st August

2007-09-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

Is been a month when our beloved Grandma passed away..We misses her..
"From a moment, there arent wheelchair,renal kidney failure ,old age and wrinkles. There was no stones to carve or body to cremate.There was just Grandma. And Grandma was rejoicing."

"We resumed our slow walk through the valley of the shadow of death."
"Memories drift between us and joy,leaving us in a chilly shadow....No warning.No notice.Just the tune of the Hokkien Christian song she loved, and we are saying goodbye all over again."

all the phrases below,i get it from my cousin as i feel is very meaningful..
"despite all the grief and sorrows i faced,death is God's way of taking my Grandma away from evil.what kind of evil?From an extended disease.While we are shaking heads in disbelief,Grandma is lifting her hands in worship.While we are mourning at her grave, Grandma is marveling at Heaven.While we are questioning God, Grandma is praising God.. =) "

Ratatouille

2007-09-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

Pictures on Ratatouille (rat-ta-too-ee)

is a cute n funny movie..should watch..full stars for the movie..

Remy, the chef rat and Linguini the helper..

good movie...

Miss You

2007-08-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU,

GRANDMA

REST IN PEACE..GOD BLESS..

makeover pics

2007-08-05T13:13:00.000+08:00

here are the two makeover pics which my fren took for me..and they say it is good..i m also satisfied too..so i post it in my blog..hehe..will try to post more pics in future..hehe...

hope u all like it.. :)

:( sad as in i m so sick...cant take it anymore.. recover soon i suppose..

damn sick

2007-08-05T12:42:00.000+08:00

haiz...so sick for the past few days..scare of sick..as i do haf difficulty in breathing..i just hate to b sick..when young, i waste alot of money to go see doc n waiting for the sick to recover..i will see few docs den it will fully recover..haiz..i am so weak..no one will care..only myself need to be strong..need to overcome all my sickness..when sick,i was so depressed..dunno how come??haiz..
i keep breathin in n out so difficult..i tot it will b fine..but it become more worst..rest is the word for me..i too tense also..need relax..relaxation is the word for me..haiz..keep squeezing all the night..rest is also the word for me..
dun think so much also..but i keep thinkin so much..as lots of things to do n think..lots of things to worry also..haiz..difficult in breathin but try my best to write my blog..
feel that someone is happy as he is enjoyin life..gg for holiday..wah..so enjoy.n also so happy that can get what he wan..miserable me n torture myself..he will b so happy to see that..is he this kind of person..i dunno..only he himself know..y he haf to do this to me??childish thinking??if go back to normal,will he come back??haha..all i can do is laugh..as is impossible..he is so lovin with his partner..and he will not haf to tell me the words that he told before..think he also forget wad he told me le..but in my mind,i will sure not forgotten..but still hope he do remember wad he told me in the car when he fetch me home..n i was cryin in his car..do hope he remember..i only can hope..
feel is all right to write all this as no one will see my blog..hehe..no one will feel how i feel..if he know,he will not do this..am i rite??so sick still blog..should rest hor.
ya gg to rest soon.. :( restin time..

mistakes,regrets

2007-07-29T12:36:00.001+08:00

a stupid mistake i done..but i will not regret..
yyyy??4 whys to ask??think there should be more whys ba..

原来这才是真的你

2007-07-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

我关了手机
用力地深呼吸
告诉我自己
没有什么了不起
就当我和你
演一出爱情戏
流一点眼泪没关系
也许是我太年轻
不懂你要的关心
并不只是一对一
才会伤害自己
爱情过了保险期
就像玩腻的游戏
不想再要一对一
可是没有耐心

原来这才是真的你
无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语
偶尔又选择逃避
自做聪明
原来这才是真的你
习惯演戏
随时在磨砺演技
忘了什么叫做珍惜
你想找谁合演对手戏
这是你的权利
就让你自己决定
虽然泪水淹没了眼睛
我却轻吻让心痛一个彻底
决定就现在喊停
不再受委屈
ho～wo～ho～

at ktv n outside ms pics..

2007-07-21T15:14:00.000+08:00

these are the pics that i took with my colleagues at ktv n also outside ms..hehe..

been busy lately this week..but next week..haiz..no plans yet..except friday..goin ktv again..keke..waiting for the time to go..yeah.. :)

loading pics from cafe del mar n sentosa express..

2007-07-21T13:45:00.001+08:00

These are the photos we took on last sat 14/7/2007 at cafe del mar..n not forgetting at sentosa express while we waiting for monorail..haha..above the pics are the drinks we called..but forget wad is it call..hehe..goin there again..waiting for the time to come again..hehe..here we goes again..haha..having fun there n chat thru the nite..reach home ard 3..enjoy each other company too..an memorable day for us..i suppose..hehe.. :P

my first n second bear

2007-07-02T11:59:00.001+08:00

these are the two bears i made..hehe..isit cute??there will b more..haha..the first two bears are my first making bear n i gave it to someone who i truly love but was gone..and also i suppose the bear is no wher to be seen..i duno wher the bear is..feel that the bear is left out..and keep telling myself that is over..so dun think so much...the second bear i will like to do is to remember the steps that i learn..but too bad, one of the bear's legs...hm..i should say crippled or handicapped as i did not put much more stuffing in it..haiz..so the next few bears i'm gonna make, will take note..haha...now i'm loving to make more bears..to make myself happy and haf a company...haha...

pictures on makeover

2007-06-29T15:05:00.000+08:00

these are the two pictures one is in fashion n the other is bridal..

i took when i help my fren to b her model as her portfoilo..

do i look nice when i makeover??hehe..

wad a strange look rite..haha..but i feel is nice..haf to change look..hehe..

with the bridal makeover, one of my cousin's gf ask him, am i marry??haha..i got shocked..haha..n she say i look pretty..hehe..

to me,i realli cant imagine my look looks so different..haha..

post up more pics when i took more..hehe..waiting..hahaha..

laughter is the best medicine..do u agree??

2007-06-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday was busy workin...n all of my sudden, yannee msg me asking me whether i am workin..n i told her yes, i am..n ask her y?she say need accompany..but i was workin,i cant work half way to find her rite..as is ur responsiblity to do so..so i told her after work i accompany her..she make me worry as she say she is useless..but to me,she is not..n i know that we must jia you to do the things we wan to do..
just like me, letting go is only the things i m doin now though is been 7 months plus n he has a gf le..so i been thinkin..wad's the point..n he even haf plans n can see the future being with her..yes,i realli lost someone i truly love..but in my mind now, is focus on my job..learn more things..haf plans for myself..love myself more..being single is not as bad..ya..sometimes u will feel lonely,but if there is laughter ard with u n can find frens out..y not..
yes is also true that finding another partner is hard,if fate do comes again..y not..haha..wad am i talkin abt..haha..
finally off work, n i head down to find yannee n her frens..
had a good laugh as we let stylist to style our hair..haha..tim is the guy who style my hair..i like it when i tie up my hair..hehe..but realli thanx to him..as he use his time to style for me.. :P
n we even took pics..but i feel it looks ugly so dun think will post it ba..haha..will like to take more pics when i done my hair..hm..still thinkin wanting a straight hair or perm hair..think will haf to let calvin decide ba..as i m askin for opinions..haha..wan to haf a different look ma..hehe..
went home at 1 plus..wah..the next day i still working n i still stay at there with my frens till 1 plus..tt's y today look so tired..dozing off in the office twice..haha..but still i haf a good laugh in the games we play in office..haha..will tok more when i post it again..it indeed make me having a good laugh though..haha..n i was lucky to win for the prize...hahahahaa..
so i think laughter is the best medicine for everyone..haha..
so laugh, laugh..hoho..hehe..haha.. :P :)

another weekend pass

2007-06-17T11:09:00.000+08:00

hm..tml is monday again..so fast weekend pass..
is a boring sat yesterday..been slacking at home for the past hours that i decided to step out of my house to go out..been asking frens out but either they busy with frens or they lazy to go out..as it was rainin in the noon time..i went to APMI school intend to take some brochure back to see n read abt it on wad kind of course i wan to study..but too bad it closed..haiz..goin another day ba..den finding frens for dinner..ask a few frens but they not free..n end up ask one of a guy fren,n his frens also goin so i join them..goin for dinner or supper i guess..as it was after dinner time le..haha..and was thinking wher to eat n chill out..end up, we went to siglap for supper..den head down to marina south to play pool instead as it was pouring suddenly..haha..no choice haf to find things to do indoor..haha..i din play but saw the guys play lo..is tired lo..haha..tonight sleeping early as tml workin..sian..haha..reach home abt 2.45am..hope ther will more outing with them, guys..nice outing with them..hehe...
thinking of takin up course to study..someone told me not to waste money..ask me to save up..ya he has a point..but i feel that is my life..he had already lead on in his life le..y cant i..know he treat me as fren n concern me..will like to say thanx..but cant he think of how he treat me, make me till like this..he is enjoying life with gf while i feel lost all the way..
i wan to haf a new life on my own..lead a life with no worries,enjoy life n feel happy...yes i did it..i know wad kind of life is important to me..life with meaning, know n learn things at the same time..making new frens....n i m makin new frens, colleagues too..enjoying single life..haha..

time passes

2007-06-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

another week pass..workin every weekdays..is a routine for everyone..after work it all depends on wad everyone is doin..some will doin ot..some will hanging out with the other partner, some will goin out to shop n relax themselves..if not will head home to rest..as been workin for the past hours..
last nite, was havin bbq at chalet with my polymates..should b about 2 yrs not contacting them..as we were all busy workin,studyin..now is the time to gather around to chat..too bad..no pics were taken..haiz..but next time i will sure take lots of pics n post up here..hehe..
after the bbq, meet up with my sec fren yannee n her buddy, calvin for supper..but i feel that i am too tired but still i join them for supper..we went to changi village for supper..though i abit full but i still eat a bit..n after that he fetch me home..i think i was tired so i fallin asleep in his car..but still i din sleep much also..hee..n den he send me home..
finally reach home..online a while n den sleep..damn too tired..once i closed my eyes,i fall asleep le..
thinkin alot of things..but..haiz..

nokia 6500 classic

2007-06-02T11:50:00.000+08:00

This is the upcoming handphone..is nokia 6500 classic..is slim n nice..it weigh 94g..haf a built in camera with max 2 megapixels.it has 3G, bluetooth, USB..rest of the info is still inavaliable..but feel is good..hehe..mayb next phone is this..
but now intend to buy another hp..tt is k800i or k810i..but these two hps still ex..still thinkin..hehe..now thinking if i lots of savings, i wan to get a flat, travel around, get what i wan now..hehe..dreams..but someday yes is someday..dreams do come true..it only matters u work for it a not.. :)

Life

2007-05-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

read one quote which i feel is meaningful..

'so many people walk around with a meaningless life..they seem half sleep,even when they've busy doing things, they think are important. this is because they're chasing the wrong things..the way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself,to loving others,devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning..'

Pirates of the Caribbean

2007-05-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

wow..last nite got a pair of free tickets from office to watch the pirates of the caribbean..i find so many frens n cousins..finally find one fren to accompany me..the show is great..have lots of questions during the show..haha..but still i manage to watch it all..hm..been stayin at home during my leaves..to me,i feel i waste too much time at home le..i must do something to it..hehe..n still manage to sew my bear..though is still half way thru..will continue again..i will not stop doin as i feel once u stop,u will forget the steps..
all of a sudden,i feel i lost everything..haiz..talkin abt it,makes me hurt..
hm..next movie, i will like to watch is Transformers n Fantastic Four..haha..
waiting for the show to b up...

sick

2007-05-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

so sleepy..my first time havin fever in my..hm..how many years..i think is abt more than 8 yrs ba..n this time my fever temperature shoot up to neatly 40 degrees..scary..normal people temperature is 37.5 degrees..and when i was young, the most i think i get is abt 38-39 degrees..feeling so sick last nite..that i cant even wake up..i feel so cold in office till i shivering..so i ask my supervisor to let me off early abt 20 mins before i off work..as i cant take it anymore..shivering till i cant even haf the energy to press the access to my office..
once i hurry home by cab..went to find my chinese doctor...but he went for a short trip for 2 days..so i went home n lie on my bed..
wanted to sleep but cant sleep..my whole body ache as well..so after my dinner, i hurry down to see my family doctor..hurry home again to watch the 9pm show at channel 8 n faster go n rest..till now also ache..first time..wad had happen..but i am strong enough and still went for work today which i took mc..n can tahan till i off work..so here i am now writing my blog..faster go haf my medicine n sleep le..
takin leave tml n friday..so i can rest n finish sewing up my bear..
so tired le..resting time.. :) :(

quotes

2007-05-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

there are some quotes that i read from a book title name "tuesdays with morrie"

'accept what you are able to do and what you are not able to do'

'accept the past as past, without denying it or discarding it'

'learn to forgive yourself and to forgive others'

'don't assume that it's too late to get involved'

'life is a series of pulls back and forth.you want to do one thing,but you are bound to do something else.something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.you take certain things for granted, even when you knew you should never take anything for granted'

'a tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band.and most of us live somewhere in the middle'

'love always wins'

i am still reading this book..heard from my aunt that this book need time to understand..and it indeed yes..sigh..
will slowly read n understand wad is the story abt..

sorrow, pissed off,anger..all kinds of expression

2007-05-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

wad has happen to me??y i do such a thing...argh...i am a loss in my mind now..who can b able to tell me what should i do??forgive n forget..or just forget..treat it as a nitemare??argh..i feel that i am such a stupid fool creating such a problem..
who's at fault now..n who to blame??me??all blame to me again??wad's all this..
wad's happening??wad's goin on??
loss of words and now my mind went blank..dunno wad i am feelin now..
do i still haf feelings for him or others??or been forget someone le..
i am totally confused abt my feelings..sad, disappointed, angry, being pissed off or wad..
all kinds of expression being comin out from my face n mind..
i cant stand it le..need some breathing air in my mind..in everything i do..i need air now..
relax is the word i can think of now..can i haf it??all i know it takes time again..
wad is my heart doin again??frens say go with ur heart..but wad is each person's heart doin, thinking??
feel everything go haywire le..
will my wish come true??i doubt so now..

Quotes
"Reflections of the sweet times we once had..will never be the same again..."
"You cant go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches."

LinLin'S bLoG

chinese new year

days without msging him..

Quotes about goodbye

" Don't be dismayed by good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again after moments or lifetimes is certain for those who are friends." Richard Back

" Never say good-bye because good-bye means going away, and going away means forgetting." Peter Pan

" Never say goodbye when you still want to try, never give up when you still feel you can't take it. Never say you don't love the person anymore when you can't let go."

jus wanna say

Just one last dance

I'll find you in my heart..

........

quote

remember this quote send by Vinson(my polymate) saying this to me.. " there is no wrong turn, only wrong thinking on the turn our life has taken.." (heart sank)

Testing

sunny day

Listen lyrics...

Pretending (glee lyrics)

time flies......

........

wishes for them..

As long as you're there

heartbroken

hmmm.....

.....

monday 29 Aug

two weeks past

is been a week plus

Day 2

Day 1

More on marina bay sands pic on 11 june

random pics (scenery from millenia tower 39th storey and jalan besar)

seoul yummy at clark quay during april

marina bay sands

shanghai nite on 16 April (company event)

lost love poem from youtube..

graduate

哭过就好了

on a yacht trip on 28 nov

dreams!!! tiring day..

:)

finally blog

????

pics from batam..

我不是你想像那么勇敢

妥协

Attitude towards life

busy

new look on myself..

Novemeber

quote

pics we took at double o n o bar..

The winner takes it all..

boring sat??

......

is it monday blueeeee...

raining sunday

time flies..

.....

August...

July Month

Month of June

Congrats

busy schedule

A passage from my friend..

Pics on McLaren Mercedes F1 Car Live in Action

23rd of Feb at AirShow

我介意

One more time..

finally

Pictures that we took during christmas dinner and eve..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

songs lyrics - to love you more..

songs lyrics by celine dion - i love you

Boring day at home..

The Teddy Bear Show

The Singapore Teddy Bear Show 2007..

Meaningful song by jolin..

Yoga Time

MICKEY MOUSE..

new phrase

" Don't be dismayed by good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again after moments or lifetimes is certain for those who are friends."
Richard Back

" Never say good-bye because good-bye means going away, and going away means forgetting."
Peter Pan